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I never thought I’d ever say this, but I think that there’s a slight chance that I am going to be considered a groupie soon. That is, if I’m not thought of as one already. First of all, to clear up the obvious inappropriate thoughts going through your heads, I am not your typical groupie. I do not follow the band’s tour bus from city to city, nor do I go around flaunting myself like some shameless ho. It’s not like I need to, but that’s not the point.

Yes, kids, that last sentence was sarcasm, incase you missed it.

The last few nights have been spent on a tour bus and let me just say that I have to give all of you so much credit for being able to sleep in those bunks for weeks on end. Needless to say, the last few nights have been sleepless ones. It’s all right though because I’ve become quite a PlayStation addict. It’s either that or playing solitaire on my laptop until odd hours of the morning. I’ve watched so many sunrises that I am convinced that it’s now the best time of day. There’s something strangely spiritual and uplifting about watching those colors light up the sky. Oops, there I go being philosophical again.

It’s at those times, though, that I’ve been able to come to peace with myself. I’ve been able to convince myself that this trip is a good thing. It’s a way to rebuild that connection that was lost. I’ve allowed myself to forget about the past and focus on the future. There’s no use in dwelling on something that I can’t change or take back, you know? I’ve been focusing on all the things that went wrong in my life rather than paying attention to the things, and people, that make my life bearable. Those sunrises made me appreciate the new beginnings that are bound to be just around the corner. I can feel it.