It seems I can't even last a week without updating. I think there's something wrong with me, mostly due to the fact that nothing of importance happened since the last time I posted, and yet I feel the need to write something. We're back in New York...have been since yesterday. He was on Letterman last night. I didn't go with him, but I did watch from the apartment. I really only watched for Janet Jackson, though. Oops. He knows I'm kidding. Even after watching him almost every night, it never gets old. Maybe it's just me and the fact that I'm a little biased, who knows. Okay so the truth be told, I'm only doing this so I can post these lyrics. I'm weird, but you all knew that already.



suddenly these emotions are in control of my heart.
can you see it in my eyes?
every glance, every smile must give me away,
and i feel so much i can’t hide

that i don’t know what i’m doing anymore.
i’m feeling like a little girl,
caught up in emotions.
i’m out of control.
isn’t it obvious?